mywonderland92

i wish i knew what i wanted to do with my life. i feel like going to college made me even more confused about who i am. i've lost a lot of confidence in myself and haven't been able to be the strong fun person i know i am. next semester i know i need to pull myself back up and be as easy going and confident as i used to be. i'm done with all this stressing and worrying and i got to stop caring about the little things as much as i have been. i feel like im slowly turning back to the unconfined person i used to be and that's so frustrating! i need to set goals for myself and stick to them! i need to shed all the self doubt i have been feeling. it really is time to turn things around and be the person i want to be!

and why not! it is college for crying out loud!

no
no
no!!!!!!!!!!!!
i can't help feeling like this movie shouldn't have happened!
i liked it till the last part!
it was too much!
i felt sick!
i was with my bf and i did not wana kiss him after is how grossed out i was!
wooooow
like why???

I said it, end of story.
I can't take it back, no matter how much I want to. What's said is said, and I meant every word of it. The words were hash and bitter but the truth beneath them cannot be shaken.
I feel embarrassed perhaps, no, mortified by my actions and lack of discretion. I learned long ago that words hurt more than anything, and even if something is true there isn't a point to say them If it would just hurt someone.
So why did I cast aside the filter I kept over my mouth through these years? Why did I say to you the only thing you didn't want to hear?
Did I want to hurt you?
Perhaps I did, maybe the dark little girl inside me wanted you to feel the strain of a breaking heart. Maybe I wanted you to finally admit your faults; I wanted you to suffer for what you did.
For what you did to me.
I see now, the green of my eyes in that dark mirror. I see I wanted you to feel my pain. No I wanted you to feel worse pain.
The little girl inside scratches at my insides, grips my heart tightly as if to break it.
Me and her, we watch you, wait for you, but you say nothing.

Bill and Jane were talking like always, but then they started to get bored. They ran out of things to say. Everything they did they did with each other so what was left to say? this made Bill sad and he went for a walk and tried to think of a way to fix this problem. as he walked he heard other people speaking. And he listened, then realized that the things they said were interesting. So he thought that if he and Jill didn't have anything interesting to talk about, why not talk about the interesting things others did? so he told Jill what the people said, and thus gossiping was created.

every time anyone dose anything online they do it for attention,
i'm not saying that's wrong,
i'm not saying i don't do it,
i do,
i want comments and things because it makes me feel good about myself,
we all do,
it's what makes us human